No Fucks Given Kinda Day

Its not that I don't love or care, but its true, I don't care about people pleasing & doing/feeling what everyone else tells me I should. I know I'm a solid person with morals and values, empathy understanding and love--and being such, it tends to put me in a vulnerable position where others try to use me as a scapegoat, because let's face it, we would all love to say its everyone else's fault, except our own. Others also like to project their "shoulds" on a person like me...but honestly, I'm always happier doing my own thing, and listening to my own heart...you telling me what I "should" do is what makes me unhappy...feeling like I'm supposed to do something and feeling my heart or soul pull me in another direction. Its taken me a long time to honestly tell some of these people to fuck off, to stop telling me what to do, and stop using me as their scapegoat or excuse. I don't need excuses and don't live within the confines of them...so why should I allow others to do that to me? I won't. I guess that's growing up and finding self-love.